Quickie

It's been 38 days since my diagnosis and since then I've had my first round of chemotherapy.

Let me tell you something, chemo SUCKS.  It is the worst thing I have ever been through my entire life.  I would never wish that on anyone! It was actually one week ago today and I still cringe.  I still feel the aftermath of the meds that were put in (one of which is nicknamed "the red devil").  It is literally poison in your system.  I understand the process and how it all works (I read a lot of info about my diagnosis, treatments options, and breast cancer in general) and I know that the treatment plan is what my oncologist and breast surgeon have presented as the best course for me, but I wasn't prepared for what I felt.  I was sick. Really sick. I pray you never have to do it. 

Anyway, I'm venting.  I was home all week last week.  I didn't get up much until Friday. I had no appetite and foods just don't taste right (one side effect of chemo).  I went to work today and plan on working the rest of this week.  Next week Monday is round 2....