Tomorrow will be my second dance with the red devil. I'm dreading it. My first round was on a Monday, 13 days ago. Along with the red devil, there is another chemo drug that was given via IV and a host of other drugs I can't pronounce. But that red devil (Adriamycin), slapped me around, kicked my ass, then sat on me while I was down. I spent 4 days after chemo in a fog. I had no energy, and everything tasted horrible. Even water tasted like metal. I barely remember getting out of bed to plop my butt on the recliner in my living room. I was in and out of sleep all day and in the evenings I dragged my body (think zombie) to drift in and out of sleep all night in my bed. Eating was another challenge. I managed to eat bananas, and some saltine crackers. I knew I needed to eat. I needed to eat to help my body heal. I have never struggled to eat like that. I forced myself to eat those 3 days. A few bites of chicken here, a couple bites of oatmeal there, a bite of cornbread. Whatever I put in my mouth made me want to vomit. Thankfully, I never did. On Saturday, I woke up feeling somewhat normal. I even wanted to leave the house. We took the kids to the lake and visited grandbaby for a bit. It was nice. By last Monday I was back to normal. My tastebuds were fine and I had energy. I went to work all week and felt like I did before chemo. I'm hoping this pattern continues as long as possible. I just don't know how many times I can take that dance. I have 3 more to go.
Pray for me
This was me during Round 1.
See you on the other side.
L
Praying for you. Hang in there Lettie!
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